these past few months have been awful on me. I’ve lost so many friends due to my moods but its a teaching experience. No one will be there for you in your time of need. Only person you can depend on is yourself; thats how life is. Anyways i’m getting more mentally stable, i’m going to try to repair things between me and people, be civil but not back to friends. I just dont want any conflict to deal with. As for relationship wise i’ll take things day by day. Hopefully summer will fix it all. If it doesnt well maybe its time to end things. I’m going to try to change myself for the better even though i don’t believe that people even myself can change.